The script in ‘Black’ relate to the fifth afternoon after I was admitted into St Helier Hospital and it’s what I sent out to my family.
Today I had received news that I had lost 7kg in weight in five days!
Now, I know I was far thinner than I ever had been since being hit by the COVID-19 and pneumonia as I could see myself visually when looking in the mirror…
…but to have lost all that weight in such a short time, being five days made me go and sit down quietly to think…
…and in thinking quietly, I could feel myself sinking into a feeling of despair and after about three minutes of sitting down…
and it was a very, very, very long three minutes, feeling myself literally spiralling down…
…I snapped myself out of it because I realised I was more angry than upset and went to work on the issue, where you will see what I did or what I wrote below.
You’ll find the timelines go in and out and back and forth but stay with me, stick with me, as everything will come together, as the main aim of this site is to help you and your loved ones deal with the COVID-19 and give your life (back) to CHRIST, whether COVID-19 comes a knocking at your door or not!
Tuesday the 7th April 2020 – Day Five In St Helier Hospital
As you know I was rebuilding myself and my confidence and I had gone from not being to walk, talk or breathe on the morning of Friday the 3rd of April 2020…
…to jumping around doing Tai Chi come the afternoon of Saturday the 4th of April 2020!
But today, I learned I have lost 7kg in five days!
After that news I felt deflated as they had also taken me off antibiotics fed via a saline system to putting me on antibiotics in pill format.
I knew my body would have to do more work as I was now off the healing benefits of the saline antibiotics.
And because I was now having to do things for myself and because of the news in hearing I had lost 7kg since Friday…
…eventually, in a short space of time I got so angry, I got up, went to the bathroom, gave myself a full body wash at the sink with just one flannel…
…and thereafter used the corridor to do some serious energetic Martial Arts.
…I Danced, yes, I Danced to a song one of my cousins sent to me!
So in saying that, I am better than I was this morning when at that time I thought I was feeling fantastic!
It took Positive & Constructive Anger for me to get out of the funk I was sinking into!
I also need you to give me a lift, as – if I sit down and contemplate – as to where I am – in a hospital – where none of the patients can talk, where there is fear of infection, where there is fear of death and where there is death…
…it does not instill a feeling of happiness and positivity.
So constructive anger works!
Yes, I need to think ‘UP!’
Yes, I need Positive Thinking!
Yes, I need JESUS…
…but I also need each and every one of you too!
Send me something great, fun, uplifting or simply send your own words and flow of all things good!
‘I NEED YOU!’
I Love You All!
‘In That Day You Will Say:
“I Will Praise You,
Although You Were Angry With Me,
Your Anger Has Turned Away
And You Have Comforted Me.”’
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Wilson P Williams MSHAA, HAD