In Loving Memory Of…



This Is Me,
Waving Hello To You
But Also Goodbye To Those Who Lost Their Lives
To COVID-19…


The script in ‘Black’ relate to the sixth morning after I was admitted into St Helier Hospital and it’s what I sent out to my family.

Well, today, as per usual, I have been in touch with the outside world where I have been texting, video calling and following the news.

When in hospital, especially when in hospital for Coronavirus or COVID-19 the person suffering from the virus cannot have any visitors, in fact, visitors are not allowed.

A friend offered to send some slippers via a courier because of my Claude Hopper boots situation, where we found out couriers were not even allowed to go to the hospital reception. 

Where the outside world was or is in lockdown, it’s even more serious a situation in hospital.

It’s truly isolated and isolating when in hospital as a COVID-19 patient!

As mentioned previously, it is best if anyone who has to go to hospital due to the virus that they have some form of communication with the outside world…

…especially where questions or recommendations are made by the hospital team…

…as you may want to ask your family for their consent, to do what the hospital team wish to do.




Because some friends and family mentioned their friends and loved ones were put into an induced coma, where the patient did not recover.

I’m not blaming the NHS, I am simply passing on information as to what has happened with regards to other sufferers of COVID-19 and in how other hospitals may have handled certain cases.

Relatives had told me if they had known their friends were going to be induced into a coma, they would have refused.


…when you cannot be present, it’s difficult to know what to do!

So, since I was in hospital, I wanted to know how people, being family and friends were on the outside…

…because I was feeling I was the only one (out of all my family and friends) who had been hit by COVID-19 to then find out quite a few people (being friends and family of friends) had passed away.

You’ll find the timelines go in and out and back and forth but stay with me, stick with me, as everything will come together, as the main aim of this site is to help you and your loved ones deal with the COVID-19 and give your life (back) to CHRIST, whether COVID-19 comes a knocking at your door or not!


‘In Loving Memory Of Family And Friends
Known And Unknown,
Who Have Passed Away,
Due To The Coronavirus…
…And Other Ailments Besides!’


‘In Loving Memory Of Our Family And Friends Known And Unknown, …’


Wednesday 8th April 2020 – Day Six In St Helier Hospital

Unfortunately,  roughly 12 People in my circle which includes friends of family, family of friends and general acquaintances have passed away due to COVID-19.

But out of those 12, I do not know any of them personally.

Some more are in comas and one is in a very serious condition.

Did you know I like to Dance?

Yes, I do and I take my Dancing pretty or very seriously!

In fact, my Dancing has replaced my Martial Arts and every form of exercise such as Tai-Chi, Yoga and general Stretching and Exercise I have ever done.

So now you know!

So, when or if you see me on the Dance Floor

…I’m not Dancing per se, I’m practicing all of the above, as well as doing some Salsa, Scottish Highland Dancing, Tap, Ballet, Ska, Body Popping and the moves they used to do in Soul Train and whatever else in the way of movement and motion that take my fancy…



…whilst in the moment!

So why I am telling you this?

Here’s why…

…going back in time, I was admitted into St Helier Hospital on the morning of Friday the 3rd of April 2020 and I was supposed to be going to a very close friend’s daughter’s 40th Birthday the following day being Saturday the 4th or April 2020.

Me and my very close friend of nigh on forty years, who I shall call ‘LL’ made for very good Dancing partners (as well as many others, right ‘SI’?) where she loves to Dance and so do I!

But since I was sitting in a hospital bed feeling like near death, I did not think there would be any way or any chance I would make it the the party the following day!

So, Saturday the 4th of April 2020 passed, it did not pass me by because I was lucid, awake and aware as I was experiencing the day and evening except, I was in a hospital bed…

…but I was thinking as to whether the party had still taken place!



I doubted it, due to the lockdown but I had not received a text or call informing me it was cancelled, so I thought:

“Perhaps Just A Few People Turned Up, 
Where It Was A Small Gathering, 

But the theme of the party was:

It’s A Glitz & Glam Affair!
In Honor Of
The Birthday Girl 
04 Apr 2020
9:30pm – Last Man Standing!

I texted back saying:

See You On The Day/Evening!’

The Birthday Girl Replied With:

Looking Forward To Crowning You:
Last Man Standing!’



Where I Replied With:

Alongside Everyone Else?

At That Rate, 
We’ll All Be There For Afternoon Tea…

…The Following Day!’

Feeling utterly guilty that I had missed the 40th Birthday gig, as I have known the Birthday Girl since she was 18 months old, I sent this message on the morning of Sunday the 5th Of April 2020:

‘I Hope Your Party Was A Success
In Spite Of All What’s Going On And The Lockdown.

Letting The Cat Out Of The Bag,
The Virus Got Me
And I Was Admitted Into Hospital On Friday
Where It Was Found I Had Pneumonia.

I’m On The Mend
As I Had Been Living With It For The Last Three Weeks
(And Maybe More)
But I Brushed It Off For Something Like The Flu
And Fatigue.



In Fact,
I Was Resisting Going To The Hospital,
Where I Even Refuse To See The GP
Even If I’ve Got A Bone Sticking Out Of My Arm…

…And The Latter Is True,
I Broke My Arm Some Years Ago
And Still Went Over To See A Friend
Where They Insisted I Go To The Hospital
Because I Was Complaining About The Pain.

No One Has Ever Heard Me Complain About Pain
Because I Don’t.

I Had A Pain In My Chest Come Tuesday
Which Became So Bad On Thursday Morning,
I Thought I Was Going To Die!

The Pain Occurred Each Time I Breathed In And Out!!!

It Felt Like I Was Being Stabbed With A Very Sharp Thin Knife
In The Top Right Hand Side Of My Chest.

I Couldn’t Take It Anymore After Three Weeks Of Sleeping,
Body Pain, Headaches, Fevers And Nightmares…


I Felt Very Uncomfortable Adding This Quote
I Had To Do It!


…So I Gave In After The Chest Pains
And Called 999.

I’m Now On The Mend…

…But The Hospital I Am In
Is Jammed Packed With COVID-19 Patients
And None Of Them Can Talk Or Move.’

It was an apologetic kind of message, stating exactly what happened to me because remember, I did not tell anyone I was feeling; Under The Weather, no one!

The Birthday Girl texted back her condolences and well wishes for my speedy recovery and she also told me the party didn’t’ go ahead anyway and then she hit me with this shocking message:

This Wicked Virus
Has Claimed The Life Of My Husband’s 38 Year Old Nephew,
He Died At Home Yesterday Afternoon.
He Too Was Hospitalised.
He Spent A Week In An Induced Coma
And Was Released Only 5 Days Ago.’

The Birthday Girl does not know this but I was close to tears when I received her text, even though I did not know her nephew-in-law as it was his age that also affected me…

…he was so young!


This Is Me,
Where I Had Some Still, Quiet, Reflective Moments!


…in fact, when I finally got home, I was so delicate, I kept on bursting into tears every time I heard of another COVID-19 fatality…

…because – I had been to Hell and back and if people who died of this COVID-19 Demon had not made peace with GOD and given their lives to CHRIST

…I really feared and felt where they would be in the present moment, which is in the here and now which would be in a constant state of absolute torment, terror and tremendous trauma for all eternity.

I’m not just writing those words…

…I felt it each time someone passed away, not everyone but only on or through certain people, even though I did not see who they were or hear their names…

…I just had a vision that flashed through my mind as to where the ended up in the here and now without the chance of reprieve or escape.

It’s not good!

It’s not good!

I’m shaking my head as I write this, as I can feel the sadness, all over again!


Immense Sadness ~ Photography Alain Laboile


Where on Sunday the 5th Of April 2020 I sent this message to my family, just to ensure they would take what is going on very seriously:

Sad News!

I’ve just heard a friend’s 38 year old nephew died of the virus only yesterday (Saturday the 4th of April 2020)!

He was in a coma for five days!

Stay In, Stay Safe!

Back to: Wednesday 8th April 2020 – Day Six In St Helier Hospital

They have now doubted my COVID-19 test results because of the way I looked, being so healthy(?) etc…

…so, they have taken another test to find out if I am COVID-19 Positive or Negative.

I need your positive feedback and input please…

…as it is mentally tough being in here!


A Family Member Asked Via Text:

‘Did The Test They Do,
Show If You Had It Previously Or Not Too?’

I Responded With:

They Just Said It Came Up Negative.’




Bible Verse:

‘Have The Gates Of Death Been Shown To You?
Have You Seen The Gates Of The Deepest Darkness?’

~ Job 38:17


This site is dedicated to:

  1. Saving Lives
  2. Saving Souls

GOD Bless you!

Wilson P Williams MSHAA, HAD


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