Do I Subconsciously Miss St Helier Hospital?



This Is Me,
Using My Means/Scarf For Sleeping, When The Lights Were Still On,
As The Lights Were Pretty Bright!
And – I Don’t Subconsciously Miss That – About St Helier Hospital!


The script in ‘Black’ relate to my third day at home after I was discharged from St Helier Hospital and it’s what I sent out to a friend of mine.

There were a few friends I was texting to individually as you know how it works, different friends provide different modes of communication.

There are some friends you can talk to about certain subjects and there are others you cannot, as they would:

  1. Have No Idea, What You’re Talking About!

  2. Have Absolutely, No Interest – Whatsoever – About The Subject, You Are Talking About!

  3. Have A Common Interest – Where You Meet Up At Certain Social Events – Where The Camaraderie Of The Event Is What Brings You Together, Rather Than Wanting To Have A Full Blown Conversation!

This particular friend is first class at ‘One-Liners’, where at one point during our text conversations he wrote:

‘Sounds Like You Miss The Hospital!’

I responded with what you’ll see written in ‘Black’ below.

You’ll find the timelines go in and out and back and forth but stay with me, stick with me, as everything will come together, as the main aim of this site is to help you and your loved ones deal with the COVID-19 and give your life (back) to CHRIST, whether COVID-19 comes a knocking at your door or not!



Sunday 12th April 2020 – The Afternoon Of Day Three At Home

I am home as you know and… guess what?

I am sleeping in my sofa bed because the way it is designed, I can set up the cushions and pillows behind me at 45 Degrees!

This means, I am sleeping at more or less the same angle as I was at St Helier Hospital.

And what happened, only just now, as I was practicing my ‘Deep Breathing’, my imagination took me back to ‘Ward A5 at St Helier hospital’.

So where you wrote:

‘Sounds Like You Miss The Hospital!’

I guess, subconsciously, I do!

But I’ve got to be careful my body doesn’t go and self-sabotage itself by making itself ill (again), just so it can go back to the hospital for the 5 Star Care and Michelin 3 Star style cuisine!

So what happened just now?

I sort of felt the presence of Frank on the right of me and I felt the space of the hospital room around me.

I am still drinking 2.5 Litres of liquid a day, so I am still getting in and out of bed, on a regular basis, to go to the loo.



That makes for good training in simply getting in and out of bed, whereas a few weeks ago, it felt like a near impossible task to get in and out of bed.

I am in isolation but I do not need to be but I am keeping myself apart so I can continue healing myself until I feel better than I have ever felt before.

Although l am now 9st 4 or 59.4 Kilos, I not only feel as strong as an ox…

…I am as strong as an ox!

My body is, solid!!!

More so than before!!!

I am simply, a trimmer me where I thought I was already trim!!!

So where you said:

‘Sort Of Wants Me To Contract The Virus To Get In Shape.’

Ironically, the whole saga has put me in better shape!

So now, I can continue healing and getting even stronger at a speed of knots because I can use my imagination to fool myself into thinking I am back in the hospital aiding a speedy recovery at any time I want…

…because in the hospital it took twelve hours for to me to go from not talking, not walking, not breathing…

…to chatting away on the phone to family and friends, to practicing Tai Chi up and down the corridors of Ward A5 and chatting and making conversation will all, of the hospital staff!

Twelve hours!



A twelve hour recovery?!?!?!

After suffering for a total of six weeks?!?!?!

And I can also use reality to know I am home again healing and getting even stronger additionally at a speed of knots!

All in all, I have now found two methods of healing being: 


  1. In The Company And Care Of The St Helier Hospital Staff Which Is Phantom Healing

  2. In The Company Of My Family, Which Is Real True To Life Healing!


And If I ever happen to feel like I am unwell again, I now know I can go back to Ward A5 (in my imagination) to be made well again!

How’s about that then?

Remember, if you had not asked the questions you did…

…I wouldn’t not have found the answers to aid my continuing speedy recovery!

GOD Bless you!



Bible Verse:

‘It Was Good For Me To Be Afflicted
So That I Might Learn Your Decrees.’

~ Psalm 119:71



This site is dedicated to:

  1. Saving Lives
  2. Saving Souls

GOD Bless you!

Wilson P Williams MSHAA, HAD


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